About Mark S*******
Divorced. Emotionally strong, Determined Focused yet anxious. Shy, soft, empath. Guarded, damaged, not great with trust. The person you want around in a crisis. Fell like I babe to protect everyone. All my life Part time firefighter. Retired military, 24 years. Now a director of a company. Always felt different to most people, an outsider but a good soul. Spiritual, love animals, older I get the wiser I get. Genuinely feel whatever is " me" needs to continue. Worried that my "spirit" won't carry on, Someone will greatly appreciate " what's me" I'm good and bad, humble and proud. Old enough to know I know nothing. My grand mother called me her special grand son. I'm intelligent, hide it often IQ 130 physically very fit and strong. 6 pack at 46. Non smoker No drugs Casual drinker. A quiet professional.
Why Mark S******* is here
I have wanted children all my life, but realise I'm not in a position too now. And I don't want to just have a child with anyone. But I would like to leave part of me here. Also my brother is a married gay man in the US and would love a child so I'm hoping I can help someone to live their dream with. Part of me. Mark
Personal letter
Hi there I hope you find your hearts desires. I also hope you realise the importance of bringing a soul to this world. The times will be hard, easy. Sad, happy. The responsibility will at times be tough. Let the person become themselves, guide them, show them the path but let walk it. Let them be who they are, speak to them with compassion. But most of all cherish and love them. This world is hard and struggles for all. So teach them and all to always be kind and considerate. The soul I am is deep and true, but many, few got to know me. I am flawed but blessed. And thankful everyday for my unconquerable soul I am the master of my faith.. I am the captain of my soul. Mark